RIP bitch, thanks for nothing ..
Not sure what to say here.. But I will say this.. I dont know you at all, but you did care enough to share and you even put up a gif of her favorite movie.. You may not be the scum you think you are...
Life itself is a bitch sometimes and nobody is perfect! I've lost quite a few loved ones myself and it's always the ones who stay behind that suffer the most! Try and turn your anger into mourn and the good memories you have of her. I'm sure you have some...
Sounds like you liked her a lot; meaning she was a good person. If she is missed by you, she will be missed by many for being that good person. You must be sad; but you shouldn't be sad for her. You can easily see the kind of scum, filth and garbage people/situations we have to deal with just by seeing the videos and pictures uploaded here. Don't be sad for her; she is in a better place. Be sad for us; because we are still here among the filth.
Good luck with you. Take care of yourself. Feel better.